Renee is me ^^

My mood very the sad

Today im moody after hear some bad news .

I though this is my problem .

Coz i selfish ! I will change bt pls dun be far away from me . Feelings very sufferings .

At school whole day unhappy . Im going to cry bt i endure .

I dun want let my friends knw me or see me cry .

This will let them feel i jz like a cotton . * Very soft *

This feelings ... i dun knw how to description . Too hard !

When bck home i only cry . Cry loudly . Cry at my room and bathroom .

Can't stop . Jz like somebody leave me !

Hate me ! Why hate me ? Did i make you angry ? Whyyyyyyyyyy !!!

NOT FAIR !

I can swear i din hide you . I din i din i din ... Dun misunderstanding me .

If you want me say sry to you . Fine . I can do tht .

Bt you wanna hate me ... Ok . I can say anything . I jz hope you dun hate me . You will make me suffer !

May i ask why all boy like me bt not dare to tell me ? Why ? Scare me ?

Last time im not scold you . This is my style . Boy talk with me my heart will jump fast . * Automatic *

I dun want show my shame shame face so i will look like very angry very misfortune because i scare i will say wrong somethings and will make me lakse .

Pls forgive me . I can promise no next time . I though i gt a little bit like you bt you dislike me . Fine . Nvm . It will pass .

All things will be alright . Sigh ! Dun like tht .......

Why im the ppl who always suffer . I dun want !

I knw i not pretty bt im a gay a ppl too . T.T